Many moons ago, actually in June of 2013 My spirit name of HeartFire, left me and Heartsong emerged. Upon completing my first and only ayahuasca ceremony. I decreed then and that everyday forth, HeartSong is centered in abundance.
Well, maybe you can relate.... the moment I truly declare something... the Universe begins to PLAY BALL with me. lol. At the time, I was struggling... wanted to change my life, attract the best, live my best rich life as a healer!
Almost immediately, the universe provided me all I needed to call forth abundance. It came all at me in a weekend... It was time to learn:
How to ASK
How to RECEIVE
How to ACCEPT
How to GIVE
I ASKED in prayer to Lakshmi, Goddess of Abundance to help me receive what I needed to pay for the car repairs and my healing studio expenses. It had been a slow month. Well, when I arrived in Dundas, Friday night, Buskerfest was in full swing. I heard loudly in my head ~read Tarot. So I was guided to ask a a storeowner if I could set up a table and in no time people lined up for readings. I felt deeply blessed. I worked the Buskerfest the entire weekend, facilitated a Sound and Silence on the Saturday night, and even had a Sunday morning client before going back to the Fest until 6 pm. A busy, exhausting weekend that left me feeling SO GRATEFUL. I received all that I needed and I offered my thanks to Lakshmi. I think her prosperity chants may have had something to do with that great experience. :-)
The following Sunday night I decided to treat myself to dinner. I had made exactly what was required to pay my bills leaving me with $40 to spare. I stopped in a number of places. Not one felt right. Just as I was going to head home, I decided on Sushi. I parked the car. On my way in, a street person approached me...saying 'I need $20 for the Y'. My crown tingled, I knew this seventy year old man honestly, desperately needed this money more than me...he then asked for more for the other $20 in my hand for reasons that are not important. I looked into his eyes, behind the pain and darkness was a ring of deep blue. This man was coloured....dark eyes are to be expected norm, but in that moment I saw something that I cannot explain. I gave him the other $20 and stepped back into my car to head home. It was such a strange encounter. Driving, I realized that over the last few days, I had ASKED for help; I RECEIVED assistance and kindness from many who went out of their way to help me with the car trouble issues and I had even been offered advance session payments from regular clients which I had gratefully ACCEPTED....BUT I had not given out any actual money to anyone or for anything.
Thinking back to this man, I know he served as a healing angel for me. He helped to heal a fear that lived deep inside me for a long time. The fear of not having enough... When I arrived home...still not fully aware of everything that had just transpired, I casually picked a Self Mastery card on the kitchen table. It read:
Healing: Gradually my old self falls away, my sorrow is lost and my anxiety fades. As a master I experience irreversible positive change. I become whole.
Feeling more and more connected to living love,